In the midst of a lot of confusion, time came for me to get back to School.
My studying thing, as far as I can recall, has always been compelled sort of stuff – except for my bachelors. Compelled in a sense, I always find it hard to study and I had a very little interest. I went to school – but never knew what I should be learning. Not that my parents were slack – they always alerted me the consequences of bad grades. Still – I couldn’t turn out to be a good student. I have confessed it a lot of time in my life, and I do not hesitate to confess it again – I was always a low-scoring-student, the student who could only get the required marks to be considered of promoting in the higher level. That’s how the studying thing was with me.
After my secondary schooling was over, I went on to study Management for higher secondary. Fuck it. That was one of the worst decision ever. Not knowing what to study killed my interest of studying, if I had any. It took five years for me to complete the two years course. Reason – I failed on Business Mathematics two times and didn’t appeared in examination for the next two years. Four years in vain. Fifth try and I made it.
I think I have this strange kind of relation with studies – we don’t go well together. Perhaps, it was because I took my studies for granted. While at college, I never realized the real value of studying. I used to think, with or without it – life goes on. But then I was wrong. Had I not studied this far, life would have been very worse. It was only while I was working for a NGO that I felt like studying. Motivated, somehow I did my Bachelors. Then again, when time came for post-graduation – my strange relation showed up. It didn’t went well and I did not studied further. I wasted another three freaking years.
Studying still is indispensable. And now that I’ve just enrolled myself for Post-graduates, I am glad and thrilled, literally. I am going back to studies, how cool is that. Hopefully, my strange relation will not show up this time around and the course will be done without any breaks whatsoever.
I am thankful to all those who’ve been constantly urging me to continue my study. Yes I am back to school and I am there to advance.